Software is steadily becoming more dictatorial. It gives us fake choices like one does to a child to trick them into behaving, with a so called dark pattern to make the “right” decision obvious. I’m pretty sure I’ll be going back to Linux soon.
I don’t mean to particularly pick on Apple, that’s just the template I used.
We’ll harass you until you click the button, It’s our gift to you!
“For now”, you’ll comply eventually.
I get disproportionally upset with websites playing videos which pause when you background their browser tab. I don’t understand why browsers respect the focus and blur event at the window level, clearly they only benefit nefarious purposes seeking to milk a poor soul. Either by forcing them to watch content, or by building a better model of their attention behavior. Attention which we all know is a currency to be extracted on the internet.
A while back I added a Tampermonkey script to catch the registration of these events, and invalidate it. Out of curiosity, I added reporting to it these past 10 days. I was curious to know how prevalent the practice was.
Out of 140 domains visited these past 10 days, 28 cared to know whether my eyeballs were pointed at them or not. 8 were in the constellation of Google.
Now of course, I don’t use social media, I have pretty established work routines, and 2 layers of ad blocking. I suspect both the numbers of domains visited, and the number domains interested in my eyeballs would be significantly higher if I disabled ad blocking. But do I really want to subject myself to 10 days of ads? No, I really don’t, not even for science.
I’ve struggled more and more with the idea of posting things on the internet as of late. I’ve kept a reasonably high bar on personal stuff (thank you gifs for your terrible quality), but the reality is that it’s not high enough. Beyond privacy, I’m questioning why even toss nicely curated & authentic pieces of information into the sewer, I enjoy doing so less and less. Algorithms seem to gain new exploitative dimensions every few years, making everything you posted before a retroactive liability. The advent of AI clearly is one such evolution. Where social media fed off our attention, the fuel for AI is authenticity. Just as I absconded from social media early on when its extractive nature became clear, I seek to avoid fueling models, nor do I want them used against my family.
I don’t think I want fractions of our lives to be digested and regurgitated, this is especially true as my kids are getting older. I do realize the same was said about nascent photography, and I know it’s a funny thing for me to criticize generative models given my work with markov chains. That is how I feel nonetheless, and don’t get me wrong I love AI, just with someone else’s data in it :).
This blog has definitely turned into a bit of a personal journal over the years, and I don’t want to lose this as I often refer back to it. But in reality, there’s a lot I refrain from journaling here because it’s too public, and now more than ever it also feels dirty for a myriad of reasons all stemming from the current state of the internet.
I’m in a pickle, how does one filter for reasonable humans? Well, on this imperfect internet, the least bad solution I can find is to password protect some posts. And so I’ll do this from now on, and I’ll have to be better at segregating personal content from what is meant for public consumption. It’s unfortunate really, the projects I work on are deeply intertwined with our life, and will be more dry separated from it.
If you’re a reasonable human and you know me, the password when used is where I worked from 2003 to 2004.